He makes me feel like no other guy has really…
He showed more examples of being in control of the situation but also more gentlemen like the all others had said they would be , but he really showed it … Even though I faltered and was shy.. He kept me in to keep the date running smoothly.. He s got to know by now that ive been totally smitten by him… There’s one thing though.. Opening up about certain problems/and the past.
I don’t want to bring up the past.. Cuz I know in the past it’s ruined the relationship. And He gives me that positive vibe .. A sense that I have a pretty good thing in my life ..even when there’s negativity all around, trying to bring me down..
No I won’t let them bring me down.

erinastray:

awhh its so cute

I don’t want to admit it but I’m bored.
I realize I am because I let myself get that way.

I’m handing this pretty well.

I dont want to dream about you anymore if I’m not even going to do anything about you .

I miss you.

Ive actually had a few dreams with you in it already .. So even my subconscious is saying I still miss you
Or something.
And I don’t know when it’s going to stop but I feel like I should just get it out and tell you I still do.

You got to know because anything is possible, it goes negatively and positively.
There’s a meaning/explanation to every action.
Look at the big picture instead, and see the story.

The Answers become clear what you should do next. If not, take a break and try it again.

My initial reaction would normally to overreact but , I want things to make sense. I’m tired of ring confused, with relationships and whether or not we stay friends or just be.
I mean time will tell, its never the end.
I’m relieved you made the first move, because I never could.
I can work on my courage though.
And then I think, if I really was 100 sure I wanted you , I’d go get you. But I’m not. I’m just stuck with undesired or leftover feelings , which arent bad at all, Ive just been over dramatic.
I’m actually comfy being in that crying and miserable state.
So to be straight, I should embrace life and everything it gives. Be the opposite of what i used to be. What I really used to be. Selfish, crybaby, undesirable to myself, ignorant, shy, and insecure.
To just find someone else isn’t the point. What I want is a another topic.

I can see where you came from.
Out of no where. Which is where you ll go back to.